Finally the day has come where i don't have to put up with the stupid jr. high school anymore. Ah i am a sophmore now and are much wiser *cough* *cough* bullshit *cough* and no right from wrong....hmmm...ya well i guess its off to ingelmoore to indulge in overly dramatic situations and find more things wrong with the world. The sad thing is even though jr.high was hell and i would never want to go through it agian i realize that i really had some good times. And i am looking forward to the up coming years. sure i am scared and i don't no what i am going to do or who i am  but i now see that thats all growing up figureing out where i am heading and what will come my way. I have finally become ok with the idea that i am growing up and that not everythings going to be ok. But that in its self is ok. I now know that the person i am today may not  be the  person i am 10 years from now (or at least i hope so) but that ppl change and so will i. ppl will die , get fat , drop out, do drugs, and that there are somethings that are out of my hands. but what i do with my life is what i choose no else does.  I am my own person. and as sappy as that sounds thats how i feel. At times i may deny it but in the end it what we do with ourselve is what counts.