I can't believe you would lie to the ones you love the most. Place blame on others and just ruin all trust. It hurts me but it hurts you even more. You so unknowing so "innocent" so ignorant couldn't have done anything. Cause you don't make mistakes because its always some one else. Cutting down all comon since trying to be the rebel but your teenage rebellion has turned into something else. A simple thing called self hate or selfishness. You put your independent thoughts needs and wants before any ones "feelings" get involed. You do not no what pain is. You think you have felt it. You think you have had the experice of someone just beating you into the ground over spilt milk or a simple mistake. Or maybe you have. Thats why you spend day after day totureing me. because the feeling that makes you no that some one is feeling misrable because of you is so great and so powerful its overwhelming. Your on a power trip. Constantly trying to over do or top my sucess one little triumph or moment of happyness must be beat down by your lust. All i have to say is I am mad and i will never forgive any of you.